In the coming week I am hoping for, inspiration, awe and joy. Next week I am going to the Grand Canyon, (which means I wont be blogging) and I am praying that it brings me out of this emotional lull.
I need More life
More passion
More will
More happening
I am TIRED of the sad, slow state I am in, of the mindless doing and the lack of thinking. As I look back on the wonderful times where my life has been so full and so passionate, I think can there be hope?
Yes.
There is always hope, for the broken, the crushed, there is Always hope. For Life, for joy. Through the pain and the suffering, the heartache and the bitterness, the self hatred and the judgment, there IS hope.
I am reminded that I must push through, but at the same time rest in the peace of God.
"So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide, all you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you."
J.R.R Tolkien
be still
P.S. Hopefully by the time I get back I will move on to a different subject.
Yes and yes. Hope and change. And self-acceptance. Your times they are a-changing, even though it doesn't feel like it, and you are becoming all of Jackson in God. It is a wonderful sight to behold. Hang in there, friend. Have a great trip. L and I aren't leaving you forever. ;) How great that your trip is at the same time. Did your family plan that?
ReplyDelete@jewellspring Not really =) But as you said it is nice to have that them at the same time.
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